It's hard for an educated woman to turn her head off. That's part of the joy of being a submissive. None of the decisions are yours. When you can't refuse anything and can't even move, those voices in your head go silent. All you can do, and all you are permitted to do, is feel.”― Cherise Sinclair, Dark Citadel

As a natural planner and person who enjoys control, it's why I find joy in being submissive. It allows me to get outside of myself by relinquishing control. My husband is so skilled at anally dilating me he has even taken control over my orgasms. It's a revelation.