Wednesday, 24 January 2024

he’s like the night of a full moon, shines so brightly far away from you. he blooms like a first line of a love poetry, that you reread again and again. like your favourite scent crossing paths in an unknown stranger. like the sleep after crying so hard? like a taste of your first drink of summer. like a picture in the field of sunflowers. like a hundred years old poetry. like the first sunshine of a winter morning. like the smell of soil after rain. like a love that you read in books and fascinate about? like your secret place with the best view. like home? like a forever love of a dead poet. like everything and nothing at all. 

why is it so enchanting reading a poetry? why is it so calming to view at a painting? why is it so heartbreaking listening to a music? why is it so alluring looking at the sky? why is it so empty dancing in the moonlight? why is it so beautiful to look at you? why is it? why is it? 

Love really is just "I'm thinking of you. I will ask you if you are okay. I remember your favorite flavor of tea. I want to talk to you. I hope your mother is well. I will read to you. I like your laugh. I want to help you. I will sit next to you. I got you the chocolate you like. Your eyes have gold in them. I think you'd like this book. I miss you when you aren't here." isn't it?

“Just when he appears to be drowning, the waves wash him to shore. He survives for a brief moment before the waves sweep him back into the ocean. No matter how hard he tries, he'll never be able to swim well. He can't even resist these little waves. He just never can..."

There's something so magical about winter's sunlight. Whenever I sit under that sunlight even for just fifteen minutes then I just feel like I'm healing and love is real.

“I sing in Greek, I pray in Latin, I ache in a language so old that even the earth no longer remembers; so dead that it has returned to dust.”

And if i could be in your eyes for a moment. if i could live in your mind for a second. if you could smile because of me. if you call my name for once - i am ready to win any crisis this world offers to me. i am ready to destroy any wrong this universe do to me. i am ready to wipe all those tears, each eye shed around me. i am ready to face, to break and to heal. if only you could know my existence , even if it lasts an instant in your memory that -- someone like me, loved you.