Sunday, 31 December 2023

Under the guidance of my Dearly Beloved Husband, i will have another happy new year.

Happy me. With discipline, obedience and submission, my Dearly Beloved Husband will once again guide me through the new year with His firm hand.

With discipline, obedience and submission, my Dearly Beloved Husband will once again guide me through the new year with His firm hand.

I hope you have the courage to keep loving deeply in a world that sometimes fails to do so. In a generation that orders up attention like they order up a meal, in a generation that has started to love with one foot out the door, I hope you have the courage to believe that genuine connection still exists. And I hope you have the courage to stand up for that, to open yourself to it when you start to feel it bloom within the heart of you. I hope you have the courage to appreciate it for all that it is, to not approach it wearing a mask, to not try to desensitize yourself to it or play it cool. Please, I hope you have the courage to crash your heart into the people life gifts you. I hope you have the courage to believe that goodness still exists, that there are those who have the capacity to love the way you do, that there are those who will see you and grow you and teach you more about the world. I hope you have the courage to fight for connection. I hope you have the courage to go deeper. To never exist on the surface of your life, even if it's easier or more convenient. At the end of the day you should leave this world with a heart that is worn-out and soft all over. A heart that is bruised from loving, and feeling, and caring in the best way possible. At the end of the day, you should be proud of your inability to be anything but open to the world. You should be proud of who you are.

As I grow older I work harder at reminding myself not to dwell on the past and to make space in my heart for the future. I want to be open for real people and real love, and I need to slam the door of the past for that. I don’t need the anti-manifesting energy of the unpleasant things I’ve had the unpleasure to know. I want the light, the comfortable, the passionate, the warm, the easy and flowing energy.

it’s going to be hard but hard is not impossible

"There is hope, even when your brain tells you there isn’t."

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